Lately she has been under the assumption that when we hang out we don’t get along as well as through texting or phoning. But that isn’t what it is. What it is that we are having deeper issues with our relationship at play. And then when we do see each other I can’t cover up that I am not impressed. Part of me wants to just talk it our but there really isn’t a way of saying that we are at odds. That the problem is that she has been taking things out on me for years. And now it has just become the expectation that she can say anything during any situation and I will accept it. I feel like I should express that just because I don’t always express my displeasure with her it doesn’t mean that it isn’t there. It also isn’t fair to her though because now hanging out isn’t fun and we don’t do it. I know that this could potentially mean our friendship may not survive. So I am aware that I may need to buck up and just tell her what is going on, on my end of things. To see if we can resolve things.