Usually I am more positive. I see the positive in negative situations. But right now I can’t see straight. I can’t breathe. I can’t stop the tears from falling.
Initially, I thought my restless was out of worry. Worry that she may have been harmed on her trip.
Little did I know the restlessness was foreshadowing for my own downfall. They took away everything. Ensured that I had nothing going in. And now I have nothing at all.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to feel other than the grief of what I have lost.
How can anyone be so unkind? To send me this at 4:00am after all arrangements had been made. I can’t breathe. I can’t stop these tears. I can’t feel…anything…
I think I am in shock