I think this month I’ve really been pushing myself to try different things. Some of them haven’t necessarily been better (*cough *cough shitty temp job *cough cough*) but some have been really enlightening. They’ve really told me where I am … Continue reading
*While writing this I am actually in really high spirit So I took on a temp job they seemed in desperate need of workers and the work hours seemed reasonable. Considering all that has gone on this year I figured … Continue reading
He was selfish, often times cruel. He never thought of the fire he’d burned. I could never understand why you stayed.
He was bullying, aggresive, abusive. There was nothing you could gain and I could never understand why you stayed.
He rapidly became a man I hate and I couldn’t understand why you stayed.
And then you became someone else entirely and I had to wonder why I stayed.
That our relationship seems to be solely founded on me doing things for you? That I can’t even motivate you to come see me unless you get something from it? I feel like once you get what you want, you can’t … Continue reading
So at this point I’ve talked everyone’s ear off (who actually reads this) about wanting to do more, trying to get back on the wagon, and making plans. But the funny thing is that life’s plans seldom work out as we initially … Continue reading
I’m too tired to post an actual post so here are some gifs that muster up this week. As soon as I sleep enough to be able to deal again I’ll write about this crazy crazy week…
Right now my life is like a tangled knot. With all the strings of my life interweaving and overlapping. It’s chaotic, it’s overwhelming, and time consuming to unravel. What I want is to be able to untangle some of these … Continue reading