Sometimes I feel like I missed a lesson on how to socialize with other people my age.

I am 23, 23…and to be honest there isn’t much I have done socially. Right now my social life is basically at an all time low. Which is saying something for someone like me who has never been one to have many friends or had healthy relationships. Just when  I feel comfortable and safe something… Continue reading Sometimes I feel like I missed a lesson on how to socialize with other people my age.

Things are different now…and I can’t pinpoint why…

I think this whole situation would be much simpler if I understood why we are the way we are. It’s like there is this constant feeling of “off-ness” and I can’t identify why that is. It is in the little things I do that set you off. It is the little statements you make that… Continue reading Things are different now…and I can’t pinpoint why…

How loosing one of my bestfriends has made it difficult to make new ones…

I think that over the last year I have felt incredibly lonely. One of the reasons is because (and I’ve mentioned this before) is that my other really close friends kind of just faded out of my life within the past two years. One of them was actually really traumatic for me because I considered… Continue reading How loosing one of my bestfriends has made it difficult to make new ones…